A Pair of Patient Lovers by William Dean Howells
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confessing themselves; and I was not surprised when he presently added:
"It is not merely the fact that she is bound in that way, and that her young life is passing in this sort of hopeless patience, but that--that--I don't know how to put the ugly and wicked thing into words, but I assure you that sometimes when I think--when I'm aware that I know--Ah, I can't say it!" "I fancy I understand what you mean, my dear boy," I said, and in the right of my ten years' seniority I put my hand caressingly on his shoulder, "and you are no more guilty than I am in knowing that if Mrs. Bentley were not in the way there would be no obstacle to your happiness." "But such a cognition is of hell," he cried, and he let his face fall into his hands and sobbed heartrendingly. "Yes," I said, "such a cognition is of hell; you are quite right. So are all evil concepts and knowledges; but so long as they are merely things of our intelligence, they are no part of us, and we are not guilty of them." "No; I trust not, I trust not," he returned, and I let him sob his trouble out before I spoke again; and then I began with a laugh of unfeigned gayety. Something that my wife had hinted in one of our talks about the lovers freakishly presented itself to my mind, and I said, "There is a way, and a very practical way, to put an end to the anomaly you feel in an engagement which doesn't imply a marriage." "And what is that?" he asked, not very hopefully; but he dried his eyes and calmed himself. |
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