Swirling Waters by Max Rittenberg
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were up against. I used those men as whet-stones--used them to kick
fear out of myself. You notice that I limp a little? That's a legacy from the days of the 'Mary R.'" Olive looked at him with open admiration. "That's epic!" she exclaimed. "How far are you going to climb?" Larssen had never revealed to any man or woman--save only to his wife--the great ultimate purpose of his life. He did not tell it to Olive. She was to be used as a pawn in the great game, just as he was using Sir Francis and the dead Clifford Matheson. It came upon him that she was now a widow. He would fan her open admiration so as to make use of it when she awoke to the fact of her widowhood. So he answered: "How far I climb depends on the help of my best friends. I don't hide that. When my dear wife was with me, she was an inspiration to me. No man can drive his car to the summit without a woman to spur him on." "Did marriage change you much?" "Strengthened me. Bolted me to my foundations.... But here I'm monopolizing the conversation with talk about myself. Let's switch. What are _your_ ambitions?" Olive laughed--a laugh with a bitter taste in it. "I wanted to help a man to drive his car to the summit, and the car has stuck. I could inspire, but my inspiring goes to waste. I'm an engine racing without a shaft to take up its energy. Clifford is developing scruples. I don't know where he caught them. I can't stand sick people. That's my |
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