A Woman of Thirty by Honoré de Balzac
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hearts are sometimes very cruel. We devote our whole lives to you, you
are our one thought, we plan for your welfare, sacrifice our tastes to your whims, idolize you, give the very blood in our veins for you, and all this is nothing, is it? Alas! yes, you take it all as a matter of course. If we would always have your smiles and your disdainful love, we should need the power of God in heaven. Then comes another, a lover, a husband, and steals away your heart." Julie looked in amazement at her father; he walked slowly along, and there was no light in the eyes which he turned upon her. "You hide yourself even from us," he continued, "but, perhaps, also you hide yourself from yourself--" "What do you mean by that, father?" "I think that you have secrets from me, Julie.--You love," he went on quickly, as he saw the color rise to her face. "Oh! I hoped that you would stay with your old father until he died. I hoped to keep you with me, still radiant and happy, to admire you as you were but so lately. So long as I knew nothing of your future I could believe in a happy lot for you; but now I cannot possibly take away with me a hope of happiness for your life, for you love the colonel even more than the cousin. I can no longer doubt it." "And why should I be forbidden to love him?" asked Julie, with lively curiosity in her face. "Ah, my Julie, you would not understand me," sighed the father. |
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