A Woman of Thirty by Honoré de Balzac
page 81 of 251 (32%)
page 81 of 251 (32%)
![]() | ![]() |
|
brought me to this pass, by what trickery I am at a loss to
know. . . . A pleasant time to you!" and he went. "But your poor husband is really very good-natured," cried Louisa de Wimphen, when the two women were alone together. "He loves you." "Oh! not another syllable after that last word. The name I bear makes me shudder----" "Yes, but Victor obeys you implicitly," said Louisa. "His obedience is founded in part upon the great esteem which I have inspired in him. As far as outward things go, I am a model wife. I make his house pleasant to him; I shut my eyes to his intrigues; I touch not a penny of his fortune. He is free to squander the interest exactly as he pleases; I only stipulate that he shall not touch the principal. At this price I have peace. He neither explains nor attempts to explain my life. But though my husband is guided by me, that does not say that I have nothing to fear from his character. I am a bear leader who daily trembles lest the muzzle should give way at last. If Victor once took it into his head that I had forfeited my right to his esteem, what would happen next I dare not think; for he is violent, full of personal pride, and vain above all things. While his wits are not keen enough to enable him to behave discreetly at a delicate crisis when his lowest passions are involved, his character is weak, and he would very likely kill me provisionally even if he died of remorse next day. But there is no fear of that fatal good fortune." A brief pause followed. Both women were thinking of the real cause of |
|