The Diary of an Old soul by George MacDonald
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Two things at once, thou know'st I cannot think.
When busy with the work thou givest me, I cannot consciously think then of thee. Then why, when next thou lookest o'er the brink Of my horizon, should my spirit shrink, Reproached and fearful, nor to greet thee run? Can I be two when I am only one. 14. My soul must unawares have sunk awry. Some care, poor eagerness, ambition of work, Some old offence that unforgiving did lurk, Or some self-gratulation, soft and sly-- Something not thy sweet will, not the good part, While the home-guard looked out, stirred up the old murk, And so I gloomed away from thee, my Heart. 15. Therefore I make provision, ere I begin To do the thing thou givest me to do, Praying,--Lord, wake me oftener, lest I sin. Amidst my work, open thine eyes on me, That I may wake and laugh, and know and see Then with healed heart afresh catch up the clue, And singing drop into my work anew. 16. |
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