Lahoma by J. Breckenridge (John Breckenridge) Ellis
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page 117 of 274 (42%)
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"No, Lahoma. At least not for a long, long time. I don't believe
it's good for me to forget the life I've chosen, even for a happy hour. When I left the city, it was to drop out of the world--nobody knows what became of me, not even my brother. You've brought everything back, and that isn't good for my peace of mind and so-- good-bye!" Tall and straight he stood, like a soldier whose duty it is to face defeat; and standing thus, he fastened his eyes upon her face as if to stamp those features in a last long look upon his heart. "Good-by," said Lahoma; this time she did not hold out her hand. Her face was composed, her voice quiet. If in her eyes there was the look of one who has been rebuffed; her pride was too great to permit a show of pain. Wilfred hesitated. But what was to be done? Solitude and homesickness had perhaps distorted his vision; at any rate he had succumbed to the folly against which he had been warned. He could not accept Lahoma as a mere child; and though, during the scene, he had repeatedly reminded himself that she was only fifteen, her face, her voice, her form, her manner of thought, refused the limits of childhood. Therefore he went away, outwardly well-content with his morning, but inwardly full of wrath that his heart had refused the guidance of his mind. And she had been so simple, so eager to meet him on an equal plane, even clinging to him as to the only hope in her narrow world that might draw her out into deeper currents of knowledge. |
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