The Expedition of Humphry Clinker by Tobias George Smollett
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trunk-mail -- I shall trouble you as usual, from time to time,
till at last I suppose you will be tired of corresponding with Your assured friend, M. BRAMBLE CLIFTON, April 17. To Miss LYDIA MELFORD. Miss Willis has pronounced my doom -- you are going away, dear Miss Melford! -- you are going to be removed, I know not whither! what shall I do? which way shall I turn for consolation? I know not what I say -- all night long have I been tossed in a sea of doubts and fears, uncertainty and distraction, without being able to connect my thoughts, much less to form any consistent plan of conduct -- I was even tempted to wish that I had never seen you; or that you had been less amiable, or less compassionate to your poor Wilson; and yet it would be detestable ingratitude in me to form such a wish, considering how much I am indebted to your goodness, and the ineffable pleasure I have derived from your indulgence and approbation -- Good God! I never heard your name mentioned without emotion! the most distant prospect of being admitted to your company, filled my whole soul with a kind of pleasing alarm! as the time approached, my heart beat with redoubled force, and every nerve thrilled with a transport of expectation; but, when I found myself actually in your presence; -- when I heard you speak; -- when I saw you smile; when I beheld your charming eyes turned favourably upon me; my breast was filled |
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