The Gambler by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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"Because I wish to play FOR MYSELF," I replied with a feigned
glance of astonishment. "That is my sole reason." "Then are you so certain that your roulette-playing will get us out of our difficulties?" she inquired with a quizzical smile. I said very seriously, "Yes," and then added: "Possibly my certainty about winning may seem to you ridiculous; yet, pray leave me in peace." Nonetheless she insisted that I ought to go halves with her in the day's winnings, and offered me 800 gulden on condition that henceforth, I gambled only on those terms; but I refused to do so, once and for all--stating, as my reason, that I found myself unable to play on behalf of any one else, "I am not unwilling so to do," I added, "but in all probability I should lose." "Well, absurd though it be, I place great hopes on your playing of roulette," she remarked musingly; "wherefore, you ought to play as my partner and on equal shares; wherefore, of course, you will do as I wish." Then she left me without listening to any further protests on my part. III On the morrow she said not a word to me about gambling. In fact, she purposely avoided me, although her old manner to me had not changed: the same serene coolness was hers on meeting me -- a |
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