All Roads Lead to Calvary by Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka) Jerome
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"Go away. I'se looking at myself," had explained Joan, struggling furiously to regain the glass. "But where are your clothes?" was Mrs. Munday's wonder. "I'se tooked them off," explained Joan. A piece of information that really, all things considered, seemed unnecessary. "But can't you see yourself, you wicked child, without stripping yourself as naked as you were born?" "No," maintained Joan stoutly. "I hate clothes." As a matter of fact she didn't, even in those early days. On the contrary, one of her favourite amusements was "dressing up." This sudden overmastering desire to arrive at the truth about herself had been a new conceit. "I wanted to see myself. Clothes ain't me," was all she would or could vouchsafe; and Mrs. Munday had shook her head, and had freely confessed that there were things beyond her and that Joan was one of them; and had succeeded, partly by force, partly by persuasion, in restoring to Joan once more the semblance of a Christian child. It was Mrs. Munday, poor soul, who all unconsciously had planted the seeds of disbelief in Joan's mind. Mrs. Munday's God, from Joan's point of view, was a most objectionable personage. He talked a lot--or rather Mrs. Munday talked for Him--about His love for little children. But it seemed He only loved them when they were good. Joan was under no delusions about herself. If those were His terms, well, then, so far as she could see, He wasn't going to be of much use to her. Besides, if He |
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