Love or Fame; and Other Poems by Fannie Isabel Sherrick
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Can prove the brightest hopes of life are vain?
I fondly dreamed that fame's short, fleeting power, Could satisfy my heart in every hour. Then wherefore is this pain, these sudden tears, That fell like rain upon the last few years, And wash their glory out? What joy is mine, When two dear hearts that loved me as their own, Have gone and left me, saddened and alone! Sweet mother, had I heard that voice of thine My life had not been thus. Can fame, though dear, Replace that loss or save me from one tear? And can it fill my heart through all the years--- Oh, God! be kind, my heart is full of fears." A passionate misery o'er her fair face swept, It awakened all the fires that long had slept. She threw the missive down, and paced the floor With restless steps, then suddenly stood still. Unto her heart there came a dreadful thrill Of grief as she had never felt before; Her face grew pale as death, her lips were white, And then she cried, "Oh! Father, pity me, For I am grieved and full of doubt to-night. I sink as one into a dark and lonely sea Where ships are not, so desolate it seems. Oh! can it be my aim in life is wrong, Are hearts no better when they hear my song! My visions fair,--Oh! are they then but dreams, That do no good, but only lure my heart From woman's truer paths in life apart? |
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