he spoke. "What did he say?" she asked in a somewhat hurried manner, as
soon as the door was closed--"I did not hear." We looked at each other,
and then I spoke:

"He said, my lady, that 'God help him! he was responsible for all the
evil he did not strive to overcome.'"

My lady turned sharp round away from us, and Mary Mason said afterwards
she thought her ladyship was much vexed with both of us, for having been
present, and with me for having repeated what Mr. Gray had said. But it
was not our fault that we were in the hall, and when my lady asked what
Mr. Gray had said, I thought it right to tell her.

In a few minutes she bade us accompany her in her ride in the coach.

Lady Ludlow always sat forwards by herself, and we girls backwards.
Somehow this was a rule, which we never thought of questioning. It was
true that riding backwards made some of us feel very uncomfortable and
faint; and to remedy this my lady always drove with both windows open,
which occasionally gave her the rheumatism; but we always went on in the
old way. This day she did not pay any great attention to the road by
which we were going, and Coachman took his own way. We were very silent,
as my lady did not speak, and looked very serious. Or else, in general,
she made these rides very pleasant (to those who were not qualmish with
riding backwards), by talking to us in a very agreeable manner, and
telling us of the different things which had happened to her at various
places,--at Paris and Versailles, where she had been in her youth,--at
Windsor and Kew and Weymouth, where she had been with the Queen, when
maid-of-honour--and so on. But this day she did not talk at all. All at
once she put her head out of the window.