Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 03: Military Career by Giacomo Casanova
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the moment we were alone she told me quietly, but rather too seriously,
to take out of my pocket the hair I had picked up from the floor. Thinking she was going too far, and such rigour appearing to me as cruel as it was unjust and absurd, I obeyed, but threw the hair on the toilet-table with an air of supreme contempt. "Sir, you forget yourself." "No, madam, I do not, for you might have feigned not to have observed such an innocent theft." "Feigning is tiresome." "Was such petty larceny a very great crime?" "No crime, but it was an indication of feelings which you have no right to entertain for me." "Feelings which you are at liberty not to return, madam, but which hatred or pride can alone forbid my heart to experience. If you had a heart you would not be the victim of either of those two fearful passions, but you have only head, and it must be a very wicked head, judging by the care it takes to heap humiliation upon me. You have surprised my secret, madam, you may use it as you think proper, but in the meantime I have learned to know you thoroughly. That knowledge will prove more useful than your discovery, for perhaps it will help me to become wiser." After this violent tirade I left her, and as she did not call me back retired to my room. In the hope that sleep would bring calm, I undressed and went to bed. In such moments a lover hates the object of his love, |
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