Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 13: Holland and Germany by Giacomo Casanova
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for at nine o'clock she and her governess came into the room. The sight
of her did me good. She was astonished to see me so undone and cast down, and asked me what was the grief of which I had spoken to her father, and which had proved too strong for my philosophy. "Sit down beside me, Esther dear, and allow me to make a mystery of what has affected me so grievously. Time, the mighty healer, and still more your company, will effect a cure which I should in vain seek by appealing to my reason. Whilst we talk of other things I shall not feel the misfortune which gnaws at my heart." "Well, get up, dress yourself, and come and spend the day with me, and I will do my best to make you forget your sorrow." "I feel very weak; for the last three days I have only taken a little broth and chocolate." At these words her face fell, and she began to weep. After a moment's silence she went to my desk, took a pen, and wrote a few lines, which she brought to me. They were,-- "Dear, if a large sum of money, beyond what my father owes you, can remove or even soothe your grief I can be your doctor, and you ought to know that your accepting my treatment would make me happy." I took her hands and kissed them affectionately, saying,-- "No, dear Esther, generous Esther, it is not money I want, for if I did I would ask you and your father as a friend: what I want, and what no one |
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