Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 16: Depart Switzerland by Giacomo Casanova
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page 89 of 110 (80%)
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She was as gentle as a lamb, and allowed me to gaze on all those charms
of which my hands and my lips disputed the possession; and the notion that I was master of all these treasures put fire in all my veins, but her submissive air distressed me. "How is it you do not partake my desires?" said I. "I dare not, lest you take me for a pretender." Artifice or studied coquetry might have prompted such an answer, but the real timidity and the frankness with which these words were uttered could not have been assumed. Impatient to gain possession of her I took off my clothes, and on getting into bed to her I was astonished to find her a maid. "Why did you tell me you had a lover?" said I. "I never heard of a girl telling a lie of that sort before." "All the same I did not tell a lie, but I am very glad that I seem as if I had done so." "Tell me all about it." "Certainly I will, for I want to win your confidence. This is the story: "Two years ago my mother, though she was hot-tempered, still loved me. I was a needle-woman, and earned from twenty to thirty sous a day. Whatever I earned I gave my mother. I had never had a lover, never thought of such a thing, and when my goodness was praised I felt inclined to laugh. I had been brought up from a child never to look at young men when I met them |
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