Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 21: South of France by Giacomo Casanova
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You ought to have told me that you loved me and subdued me by those
attentions which conquer the hearts of us women. Then you would have seen that I loved you too, and our affection would have been mutual. On my side I should have known that the pleasure you had of me was not given out of a mere feeling of gratitude. I do not know whether you would have loved me less the morning after, if I had consented, but I am sure I should have lost your esteem." She was right, and I applauded her sentiments, while giving her to understand that she was to put all notions of benefits received out of her mind. I wanted to make her see that I knew that there was no more need for gratitude on her side than mine. We spent a night that must be imagined rather than described. She told me in the morning that she felt all had been for the best, as if she had given way at first she could never have made up her mind to accept the young Genoese, though he seemed likely to make her happy. Marcoline came to see us in the morning, caressed us, and promised to sleep by herself the rest of the voyage. "Then you are not jealous?" said I. "No, for her happiness is mine too, and I know she will make you happy." She became more ravishingly beautiful every day. Possano and the abbe came in just as we were sitting down to table, and my niece having ordered two more plates I allowed them to dine with us. My brother's face was pitiful and yet ridiculous. He could not walk any |
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