The Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 23: English by Giacomo Casanova
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the slave of my mother. You should have written to me in person, and
without the intervention of so vile an agent; I should have replied in the same way, and you need not have been afraid that you would be deceived." "Supposing I had written, what would your answer have been?" "I should have put all money matters out of question. I should have promised to content you on the condition that you would come and court me for a fortnight without demanding the slightest favour. We should have lived a pleasant life; we should have gone to the theatre and to the parks. I should have become madly in love with you. Then I should have given myself up to you for love, and nothing but love. I am ashamed to say that hitherto I have only given myself out of mere complaisance. Unhappy woman that I am! but I think nature meant me to love, and I thought when I saw you that my happy star had sent you to England that I might know the bliss of true affection. Instead of this you have only made me unhappy. You are the first man that has seen me weep; you have troubled my peace at home, for my mother shall never have the sum you promised her were it for nothing but a kiss." "I am sorry to have injured you, though I did not intend to do so; but I really don't know what I can do." "Come and see us, and keep your money, which I despise. If you love me, come and conquer me like a reasonable and not a brutal lover; and I will help you, for now you cannot doubt that I love you." All this seemed so natural to me that I never dreamed it contained a trap. I was caught, and I promised to do what she wished, but only for a |
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