Memoirs of Casanova — Volume 25: Russia and Poland by Giacomo Casanova
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the fact is he was deceived himself. A fortnight after my arrival I made
my first appearance, and my reception was not a flattering one." "Perhaps you were nervous?" "Nervous? not in the least. Clerval said that if I could have put on the appearance of nervousness the empress, who is kindness itself, would certainly have encouraged me." I left her the next morning after I had seen her copy out the petition. She wrote a very good hand. "I shall present it to-day," said she. I wished her good luck, and arranged to sup with her again on the day I meant to part with Zaira. All French girls who sacrifice to Venus are in the same style as the Valville; they are entirely without passion or love, but they are pleasant and caressing. They have only one object; and that is their own profit. They make and unmake an intrigue with a smiling face and without the slightest difficulty. It is their system, and if it be not absolutely the best it is certainly the most convenient. When I got home I found Zaira submissive but sad, which annoyed me more than anger would have done, for I loved her. However, it was time to bring the matter to an end, and to make up my mind to endure the pain of parting. Rinaldi, the architect, a man of seventy, but still vigorous and sensual, |
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