The Sea-Hawk by Rafael Sabatini
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only would he be irrevocably doomed, but he would be doomed with
ignominy, he would be scorned by all upright men and become a thing of contempt over whose end not a tear would be shed. Thus he came to the dread conclusion that in his endeavours to screen himself he had but enmeshed himself the more inextricably. If Oliver but spoke he was lost. And back he came to the question: What assurance had he that Oliver would not speak? The fear of this from occurring to him occasionally began to haunt him day and night, and for all that the fever had left him and his wound was entirely healed, he remained pale and thin and hollow-eyed. Indeed the secret terror that was in his soul glared out of his eyes at every moment. He grew nervous and would start up at the least sound, and he went now in a perpetual mistrust of Oliver, which became manifest in a curious petulance of which there were outbursts at odd times. Coming one afternoon into the dining-room, which was ever Sir Oliver's favourite haunt in the mansion of Penarrow, Lionel found his half-brother in that brooding attitude, elbow on knee and chin on palm, staring into the fire. This was so habitual now in Sir Oliver that it had begun to irritate Lionel's tense nerves; it had come to seem to him that in this listlessness was a studied tacit reproach aimed at himself. "Why do you sit ever thus over the fire like some old crone?" he growled, voicing at last the irritability that so long had been growing in him. Sir Oliver looked round with mild surprise in his glance. Then from Lionel his eyes travelled to the long windows. |
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