Fennel and Rue by William Dean Howells
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"Unless you call it so for her to say that she wanted to own up to me,
because she could have no rest till she had done so; she couldn't put it behind her till she had acknowledged it; she couldn't work; she couldn't get well." He saw his mother trying to consider it fairly, and in response he renewed his own resolution not to make himself the girl's advocate with her, but to continue the dispassionate historian of the case. At the same time his memory was filled with the vision of how she had done and said the things he was telling, with what pathos, with what grace, with what beauty in her appeal. He saw the tears that came into her eyes at times and that she indignantly repressed as she hurried on in the confession which she was voluntarily making, for there was no outward stress upon her to say anything. He felt again the charm of the situation, the sort of warmth and intimacy, but he resolved not to let that feeling offset the impartiality of his story. "No, I don't say she threw herself on your mercy," his mother said, finally. "She needn't have told you anything." "Except for the reason she gave--that she couldn't make a start for herself till she had done so. And she has got her own way to make; she is poor. Of course, you may say her motive was an obsession, and not a reason." "There's reality in it, whatever it is; it's a genuine motive," Mrs. Verrian conceded. "I think so," Verrian said, in a voice which he tried to keep from sounding too grateful. |
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