The Essays of Montaigne — Volume 17 by Michel de Montaigne
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estimation), provided he carry himself in this coldness of affection with
moderation and exact justice: proximity, with me, lessens not defects, but rather aggravates them. After all, according to what I understand in the science of benefit and acknowledgment, which is a subtle science, and of great use, I know no person whatever more free and less indebted than I am at this hour. What I do owe is simply to foreign obligations and benefits; as to anything else, no man is more absolutely clear: "Nec sunt mihi nota potentum Munera." ["The gifts of great men are unknown to me."--AEneid, xii. 529.] Princes give me a great deal if they take nothing from me; and do me good enough if they do me no harm; that's all I ask from them. O how am I obliged to God, that he has been pleased I should immediately receive from his bounty all I have, and specially reserved all my obligation to himself. How earnestly do I beg of his holy compassion that I may never owe essential thanks to any one. O happy liberty wherein I have thus far lived. May it continue with me to the last. I endeavour to have no express need of any one: "In me omnis spec est mihi." ["All my hope is in myself."--Terence, Adelph., iii. 5, 9.] 'Tis what every one may do in himself, but more easily they whom God has placed in a condition exempt from natural and urgent necessities. It is |
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