The Duke's Children by Anthony Trollope
page 21 of 882 (02%)
page 21 of 882 (02%)
|
his time, would be a burden to him, and she plainly said that Mr
Finn had better not come to Matching at present. 'There are old occasions,' she said, 'which will enable you to bear with me as you will with your butler or your groom, but you are not as yet quite able to make yourself happy with company.' This he bore with perfect equanimity, and then, as it were, handed over his daughter to Mrs Finn's care. Very quickly there came a close intimacy between Mrs Finn and Lady Mary. For a day or two the elder woman, though the place she filled was one of absolute confidence, rather resisted than encouraged the intimacy. She always remembered that the girl was the daughter of a great duke, and that her position in the house had sprung from circumstances which would not, perhaps, in the eyes of the world at large, have recommended her for such a friendship. She knew,--the reader may possibly know--that nothing had ever been purer, nothing more disinterested than her friendship. But she knew also--no one knew better--that the judgement of men and women does not always run parallel with facts. She entertained, too, a conviction with regard to herself, that hard words and hard judgements were to be expected from the world,--and were to be accepted by her without any strong feeling of injustice,--because she had been elevated by chance to the possession of more good things than she merited. She weighed all this with a very fine balance, and even after the encouragement she had received from the Duke, was intent on confining herself to some position about the girl inferior to that which such a friend as Lady Cantrip might have occupied. But the girl's manner and the girl's speech about her own mother, overcame her. It was the unintentional revelation of the Duchess's constant reference to |
|