The Reign of Law; a tale of the Kentucky hemp fields by James Lane Allen
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quivering breath through his white lips.
"Ask some more!" On his side, the lad had lost divine passion as the pastor had gained it. His interest waned while the pastor's waxed. His last questions were put so falteringly, almost so inaudibly, that the pastor might well believe his questioner beaten, brought back to modesty and silence. To a deeper-seeing eye, however, the truth would have been plain that the lad was not seeing his pastor at all, but seeing THROUGH him into his own future: into his life, his great chosen life-work. His young feet had come in their travels nigh to the limits of his Promised Land: he was looking over into it. "Ask some more! The last of them! Out with them ALL! Make an end of this now and here!" The lad reached for his hat, which he had laid on the floor, and stood up. He was as pale as the dead. "I shall never be able to preach Apostolic Christianity," he said, and turned to the door. But reaching it, he wheeled and came back. "I am in trouble!" he cried, sitting down again. "I don't know what to believe. I don't know what I do believe. My God!" he cried again, burying his face in his hands. "I believe I am beginning to doubt the Bible. Great God, what am I coming to! what is my life |
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