The Lamp of Fate by Margaret Pedler
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"You've acted the part of an unmitigated coward, Vallincourt--salving your own fool conscience at your wife's expense. Even if you no longer love her--" "But I do love her," protested Hugh. "I--I _worship_ her!" Jim Lancaster stared. In common with most medical men he was more or less used to the odd vagaries of human nature, but Hugh's attitude struck him as altogether incomprehensible. "Then what in the name of thunder have you been getting at?" he demanded. "I both love and hate her," declared Hugh wretchedly. "That's rot," retorted the other. "It's impossible." "It's not impossible." Hugh rose and began pacing backwards and forwards. Lancaster's eyes rested on him thoughtfully. The man had altered during the last few weeks--altered incredibly. He was a stone lighter to start with, and his blond, clear-cut face had the worn look born of mental conflict. His eyes were red-rimmed as though from insufficient sleep. "It's not impossible." Hugh paused in his restless pacing to and fro. "I love her because I can't help myself. I hate her because I ought never to have married her--never made a woman of her type the mother of my child." |
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