The Lamp of Fate by Margaret Pedler
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"I'm glad--glad--_glad_ you're going away!" she exclaimed passionately. "When you are gone I will win back my husband." "Do you think so?" was all she said. But to Diane's keyed-up consciousness it was as though the four short words contained a threat--the germ of future disaster. In due time Catherine quitted Coverdale for the austere seclusion of the sisterhood, and a very few weeks sufficed to convince Diane that her forebodings had been only too well founded. Catherine had long been anxious to enter a community, restrained from doing so solely by Hugh's need of her as mistress of his house, and now that her wish was an accomplished fact, it seemed as though he were spurred on to increasing effort by the example of his sister's renunciation of the world. He withdrew himself even more completely from his wife, sometimes avoiding her company for days at a time, and adopted a stringently ascetic mode of life, denying himself all pleasure, fasting frequently, and praying and meditating for hours at a stretch in the private chapel which was attached to Coverdale. As far as it was possible, without actually entering a community, his existence resembled that of a monk, and Diane came to believe that he had voluntarily vowed himself to a certain form of penance and expiation for the marriage which the bigotry of his nature had led him to regard as a sin. His life only impinged upon his wife's in so far as the upbringing of |
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