The Lamp of Fate by Margaret Pedler
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to attract. The lessons of her early days, the tragedy of her mother's
married life, had permeated her whole being, and her ability to remain emotionally unstirred was due to an instinctive reserve and self-withdrawal--an inherent distrust of the passion of love. _"Take everything. But do not give--anything--in return."_ Subconsciously Diane's words, wrested from her at a moment of poignant mental anguish, formed the credo of her daughter's life. No man, so far, had ever actually counted for anything in Magda's scheme of existence, and as she drove slowly home from Lady Arabella's house in Park Lane she sincerely hoped none ever would. Certainly--she smiled a little at the bare idea--Kit Raynham was not destined to be the man! He was clever, and enthusiastic, and adoring, and she liked him quite a lot, but his hot-headed passion failed to waken in her breast the least spark of responsive emotion. Her thoughts drifted idly backward, recalling this or that man who had wanted her. It was odd, but of all the men she had met the memory of one alone was still provocative of a genuine thrill of interest--and that was the unknown artist whom she had encountered in the woods at Coverdale. Even now, after the lapse of ten years, she could remember the young, lean, square-jawed face with the grey eyes, "like eyes with little fires behind them," and hear again the sudden jerky note in the man's voice as he muttered, "Witch-child!" That brief adventure with "Saint Michel"--she remembered calling him "Saint Michel"--stood out as one of the clearest memories of her |
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