The Secret Power by Marie Corelli
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get it, shall I be satisfied? Will it fulfil my life's desire? What
IS my life's desire?" He stood inert--his tall figure erect--his eyes full of strange and meditative earnestness, and for a moment he seemed to gather his mental forces together with an effort. Turning towards the table where the bowl of constantly sparkling fluid danced in tiny flashing eddies within its crystal prison, he watched its movement. "There's the clue!" he said--"so little--yet so much! Life that cannot cease--force that cannot die! For me--for me alone this secret!--to do with it what I will--to destroy or to re-create! How shall I use it? If I could sweep the planet clean of its greedy, contentious human microbes, and found a new race I might be a power for good,--but should I care to do this? If God does not care, why should I?" He lost himself anew in musing--then, rousing his mind to work, he put paper, pens and ink on the table, and started writing busily-- only interrupting himself once for a light meal of dry bread and milk during a stretch of six or seven hours. At the end of his self- appointed time, he went out of the hut to see, as he often expressed it, "what the sky was doing." It was not doing much, being a mere hot glare in which the sun was beginning to roll westwards slowly like a sinking fire-ball. He brought out one of the wicker chairs from the hut and set it in the only patch of shade by the door, stretching himself full length upon it, and closing his eyes, composed himself to sleep. His face in repose was a remarkably handsome one,--a little hard in outline, but strong, nobly featured and expressive of power,--an ambitious sculptor would have rejoiced |
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