Cosmopolis — Volume 3 by Paul Bourget
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"Bah! I have hunted a great deal and I believe I can shoot." "That is like night and day," interrupted the Marquis. "Hold yourself in readiness. At three o'clock come for me and I will give you a lesson. And remember there is a merciful God for the brave!" Although Florent deserved praise for the cheerfulness of which his reply was proof, the first moments which he spent alone after the departure of his two witnesses were very painful. That which Chapron experienced during those few moments was simply very natural anxiety, the enervation caused by looking at the clock, and saying: "In twenty-four hours the hand will be on this point of the dial. And shall I still be living?".... He was, however, manly, and knew how to control himself. He struggled against the feeling of weakness, and, while awaiting the time to rejoin his friends, he resolved to write his last wishes. For years his intention had been to leave his entire fortune to his brother-in-law. He, therefore, made a rough draft of his will in that sense, with a pen at first rather unsteady, then quite firm. His will completed, he had courage enough to write two letters, addressed the one to that brother-in-law, the other to his sister. When he had finished his work the hands of the clock pointed to ten minutes of three. "Still seventeen hours and a half to wait," said he, "but I think I have conquered my nerves. A short walk, too, will benefit me." So he decided to go on foot to the rendezvous named by Montfanon. He |
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