Jacqueline — Volume 1 by Th. (Therese) Bentzon
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Schult--moved much as Midas had been, when for his own relief he
whispered to the reeds--that if she were sometimes idle, inattentive, "away off in the moon," as her instructors told her by way of reproach, it was caused by one ever-present idea, which, ever since she had been able to think or feel, had taken possession of her inmost being--the idea of being loved some day by somebody as she herself loved. "Was that somebody a boy of her own age?" Oh, fie!--mere boys--still schoolboys--could only be looked upon as playfellows or comrades. Of course she considered Fred--Fred, for example!--Frederic d'Argy--as a brother, but how different he was from her ideal. Even young men of fashion--she had seen some of them on Tuesdays--Raoul Wermant, the one who so distinguished himself as a leader in the 'german', or Yvonne's brother, the officer of chasseurs, who had gained the prize for horsemanship, and others besides these--seemed to her very commonplace by comparison. No!--he whom she loved was a man in the prime of life, well known to fame. She didn't care if he had a few white hairs. "Is he a person of rank?" asked Fraulein Schult, much puzzled. "Oh! if you mean of noble birth, no, not at all. But fame is so superior to birth! There are more ways than one of acquiring an illustrious name, and the name that a man makes for himself is the noblest of all!" Then Jacqueline begged Fraulein Schult to imagine something like the passion of Bettina for Goethe--Fraulein Schult having told her that story simply with a view of interesting her in German conversation only the |
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