Conscience — Volume 4 by Hector Malot
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page 60 of 76 (78%)
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it did not go beyond what he feared, yet it revealed a terrible
situation. Clearly, as in an open book, he read her; if she did not know all, she was but one step from the truth, and if she had not taken this step, it was because her love restrained her. If her love had been less strong, less powerful, she certainly would not have withstood the proofs that pressed on her from all sides. But because she had held back so long, he must not conclude that the struggle would be continued in this way, and that a more violent blow, a stronger proof than the others, would not open her eyes in spite of herself. It only needed an imprudence, a carelessness on his part, and unluckily he could no longer be relied on. From what he had just learned it would be easy to watch himself closely, and to avoid dangerous subjects, those that she described to him; but if he could guard his words and looks during the day, neither saying nor letting anything appear that was an accusation, not confirming the suspicions against which she struggled, he could not do it at night. He had not talked, and when she answered negatively to his question, she lifted a terribly heavy weight from his heart. But he had groaned and moaned, he had pronounced broken words without sense and unintelligible, and there was the danger. What was necessary to make these sighs, these groans, these broken and unintelligible words become distinct and take a meaning? A nothing, an |
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