Madame Chrysantheme — Volume 4 by Pierre Loti
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"You will perhaps be more sorry to leave little Chrysantheme than I." Silence reigns between us. After which I go on, and, burning my ships, I add: "You know, after all, if you have such a fancy for her, I haven't really married her; one can't really consider her my wife." In great surprise he looks in my face. "Not your wife, you say? But, by Jove, though, that's just it; she is your wife." There is no need of many words at any time between us two; I know exactly now, by his tone, by his great good-humored smile, how the case stands; I understand all that lies in the little phrase: "That's just it, she is your wife." If she were not, well, then, he could not answer for what might happen--notwithstanding any remorse he might have in the depths of his heart, since he is no longer a bachelor and free as air, as in former days. But he considers her my wife, and she is sacred. I have the fullest faith in his word, and I experience a positive relief, a real joy, at finding my stanch Yves of bygone days. How could I have so succumbed to the demeaning influence of my surroundings as to suspect him even, and to invent for myself such a mean, petty anxiety? We never shall even mention that doll again. We remain up there very late, talking of other things, gazing at the |
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