The Garden of Survival by Algernon Blackwood
page 19 of 77 (24%)
page 19 of 77 (24%)
![]() | ![]() |
|
phrases: "I was a singer. . . in the Temple. I sang--men--into evil.
You . . . I sang into . . . evil." There was a moment's pause, as a spasm of inexplicable pain passed through my heart like fire, and a sense of haunting things whereof no conscious memory remained came over me. The scene about me wavered before my eyes as if it would disappear. "Yet you came to me when I lay dying at the last," I caught her thin clear whisper. "You said, 'Turn to God!'" The whisper died away. The darkness flowed back upon my mind and thought. A silence followed. I heard the wind in the poplar overhead. The doctor moved impatiently, coming a few steps nearer, then turning away again. I heard the sounds of tinkering with metal that the driver made ten yards behind us. I turned angrily to make a sign--when Marion's low voice, again more like the murmur of the wind than a living voice, rose into the still evening air: "I have failed. And I shall try again." She gazed up at me with that patient, generous love that seemed inexhaustible, and hardly knowing what to answer, nor how to comfort her in that afflicting moment, I bent lower--or, rather, she drew my ear closer to her lips. I think her great desire just then was to utter her own thought more fully before she passed. Certainly it was no avowal or consolation from myself she sought. "Your forgiveness," I heard distinctly, "I need your full forgiveness." |
|