Sisters by Ada Cambridge
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perhaps by habit, which is second nature--the habit of generations,
inherited in his blood--and his case is not on all-fours with your case. And especially when he is a sailor--so cut off--so deprived-- Very well. And so it happened--as it happened. Never mind about the right and wrong. What's wrong today may be right tomorrow; and in any case, no arguing can undo what's done. We'll leave that." She sat before him, panting, and the roses in her cheeks were white. Happily, the fire had grown a little dull by this time. "For myself," he continued, speaking slowly, as if trying to think things out--"for myself, whether I ought to repent or not, I don't--I can't. Theoretically, I know it is always the man who is in the wrong, and I should have been foully in the wrong--I should be unfit to live --if you had been an unmarried girl, Francie--or if I had been the-- the--" "Oh!" she moaned bitterly, grasping his point of view, if not the plain justice of it. "But I have brought it on myself--I have only myself to thank. I made myself cheap, and must take the consequences." "It is not that," he said kindly, but still feeling in his unsophisticated brain that it was. "I don't hold you cheap, my dear. I want to disabuse your mind of that idea, that I am throwing anything in your teeth. Good God, I should think not!--it would come ill from me. I have no conventional views about these things--none. But look here now: if you were my wife, I should never see you with another fellow without thinking--well, you know what I should think--and feeling myself like poor old Ewing--Oh, I AM a brute!" It was revealed to him all at once. "Do--DO forgive me!" |
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