The Life Everlasting; a reality of romance by Marie Corelli
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speaking to me, though once or twice I met his eyes fixed earnestly
upon me. The talk drifted in a desultory manner round various ordinary topics, and I, moving a little aside, took a seat near the window where I could watch the moon-rays striking a steel-like glitter on the still waters of Loch Scavaig, and at the same time hear all that was being said without taking any part in it. I did not wish to speak,--the uplifted joy of my soul was too intense for anything but silence. I could not tell why I was so happy,--I only knew by inward instinct that some point in my life had been reached towards which I had striven for a far longer period than I myself was aware of. There was nothing for me now but to wait with faith and patience for the next step forward--a step which I felt would not be taken alone. And I listened with interest while Mr. Harland put his former college friend through a kind of inquisitorial examination as to what he had been doing and where he had been journeying since they last met. Santoris seemed not at all unwilling to be catechised. "When I escaped from Oxford,"--he said--but here Mr. Harland interposed. "Escaped!" he exclaimed--"You talk as if you had been kept in prison." "So I was"--Santoris replied--"Oxford is a prison, to all who want to feed on something more than the dry bones of learning. While there I was like the prodigal son,--exiled from my Father's House. And I 'did eat the husks that the swine did eat.' Many fellows have to do the same. Sometimes--though not often--a man arrives with a constitution unsuited to husks. Mine was--and is--such an one." |
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