Stammering, Its Cause and Cure by Benjamin Nathaniel Bogue
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For the work as elevator boy I was paid three dollars a week.
Wasn't that great pay for a man grown? But that's what I got. That is, I got it for a little while, until I lost my job. For lose it I did before very long. I found out that I couldn't do much with even an elevator boy's job at three dollars a week unless I could talk. My employer found it out, too, and then he found somebody who could take my place--a boy who could answer when spoken to. Well, here I was out of a job again. I am afraid I came pretty near being discouraged about that time. Things looked pretty hopeless for me--it was mighty hard work to get a job and the place didn't last long after I had gotten it. But, nevertheless, the only thing to do was to try again. I started the search all over again. I tried first one place and then another. One man wanted me to start out as a salesman. He showed me how I could make more money than I had ever made in my life--convinced me that I could make it. Then I started to tell my part of the story--but I didn't get very far before he discovered that I was a stammerer. That was enough for him--with a gesture of hopelessness, he turned to his desk. "You'll never do, young man, you'll never do. You can't even talk!" And the worst of it was that he was right. I once thought I had landed a job as stock chaser in a factory, but here, too, stammering barred the way, for they told me that even the stock chaser had to be able to deliver verbal messages from one foreman to another. I didn't dare to try that. |
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