The Fortunate Youth by William John Locke
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muscles of neck and chest and arms and thighs all developed by the
gymnasium into the perfection of Greek beauty, and all useless, more useless even, as far as the world's work was concerned, than the muscles of a racehorse. There he was fixed, with outstretched limbs and strained loins, a human being far more alive than the peering, measuring throng, far more important, called by a destiny infinitely higher than theirs. And none of them suspected it. For the first time he saw himself as they saw him. They admired him as a thing, an animal trained especially for them, a prize bullock. As a human being they disregarded him. Nay, in the depth of their hearts they despised him. Not one of them would have stood where he did. He would have considered it--rightly--as degrading to his manhood. The head of the school snapped his fingers impatiently and fussed up to the model-stand. "What's the matter? Tired already? Take it easy for a minute, if you like." "No," said Paul, instinctively stiffening himself. "I'm never tired." It was his boast that he could stand longer in a given pose than any other model, and thereby he had earned reputation. "Then don't go to pieces, my boy," said the head of the school, not unkindly. "You're supposed to be a Greek athlete and not Venus rising from the sea or a jelly at a children's party." Paul flushed all over, and insane anger shook him. How dared the mar. speak to him like that? He kept the pose, thinking wild thoughts. Every moment the strain grew less bearable, the |
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