Sandra Belloni — Volume 7 by George Meredith
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done it. 'Ask for the charge that makes me a prisoner,' he said. Her
husband's noble face gave her a chill of alarm. The Austrian spoke. 'He is accused of being the chief of the Sequin Club.' And then the Countess looked at her husband; she sank at his feet. My heart breaks. Wilfrid! Wilfrid! You will not wear that uniform? Say 'Never, never!' You will not go to the Austrian army--Wilfrid? Would you be my enemy? Brutes, knee-deep in blood! with bloody fingers! Ogres! Would you be one of them? To see me turn my head shivering with loathing as you pass? This is why I sent for you, because I loved you, to entreat you, Wilfrid, from my soul, not to blacken the dear happy days when I knew you! Will you hear me? That woman is changeing you--doing all this. Resist her! Think of me in this one thing! Promise it, and I will go at once, and want no more. I will swear never to trouble you. Oh, Wilfrid it's not so much our being enemies, but what you become, I think of. If I say to myself, 'He also, who was once my lover--Oh! paid murderer of my dear people!'" Emilia threw up both hands to her eyes: but Wilfrid, all on fire with a word, made one of her hands his own, repeating eagerly: "Once? once?" "Once?" she echoed him. "'Once my love?'" said he. "Not now?--does it mean, 'not now?' My darling!--pardon me, I must say it. My beloved! you said: 'He who was once my lover:'--you said that. What does it mean? Not that--not--? does it mean, all's over? Why did you bring me here? You know I must love you forever. Speak! 'Once?'" "'Once?'" Emilia was breathing quick, but her voice was well contained: "Yes, I said 'once.' You were then." |
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