Rhoda Fleming — Volume 2 by George Meredith
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man who will--won't be ashamed--marry her, I mean!"
The tide of his harshness failed him here, and he began to pick his words, now feeble, now emphatic, but alike wanting in natural expression, for he had reached a point of emotion upon the limits of his nature, and he was now wilfully forcing for misery and humiliation right and left, in part to show what a black star Providence had been over him. "She'll be grateful. I shall be gone. What disgrace I bring to their union, as father of the other one also, will, I'm bound to hope, be buried with me in my grave; so that this girl's husband shan't have to complain that her character and her working for him ain't enough to cover any harm he's like to think o' the connexion. And he won't be troubled by relationships after that. "I used to think Pride a bad thing. I thank God we've all got it in our blood--the Flemings. I thank God for that now, I do. We don't face again them as we offend. Not, that is, with the hand out. We go. We're seen no more. And she'll be seen no more. On that, rely. "I want my girl here not to keep me in the fear of death. For I fear death while she's not safe in somebody's hands--kind, if I can get him for her. Somebody--young or old!" The farmer lifted his head for the first time, and stared vacantly at Robert. "I'd marry her," he said, "if I was knowing myself dying now or to-morrow morning, I'd marry her, rather than leave her alone--I'd marry her to that old man, old Gammon." |
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