Rhoda Fleming — Volume 4 by George Meredith
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"That's not a holiday for me," Percy murmured but Robert's mind was too preoccupied to observe the tone, and he asked,-- "Is she to be trusted to keep her word faithfully this time?" "Come," said Percy, "we haven't betted to-day. I'll bet you she will, if you like. Will you bet against it?" "I won't. I can't nibble at anything. Betting's like drinking." "But you can take a glass of wine. This sort of bet is much the same. However, don't; for you would lose." "There," said Robert; "I've heard of being angry with women for fickleness, changeableness, and all sorts of other things. She's a lady I couldn't understand being downright angry with, and here's the reason-- it ain't a matter of reason at all--she fascinates me. I do, I declare, clean forget Rhoda; I forget the girl, if only I see Mrs. Lovell at a distance. How's that? I'm not a fool, with nonsensical fancies of any kind. I know what loving a woman is; and a man in my position might be ass enough to--all sorts of things. It isn't that; it's fascination. I'm afraid of her. If she talks to me, I feel something like having gulped a bottle of wine. Some women you have a respect for; some you like or you love; some you despise: with her, I just feel I'm intoxicated." Major Waring eyed him steadily. He said: "I'll unriddle it, if I can, to your comprehension. She admires you for what you are, and she lets you see it; I dare say she's not unwilling that you should see it. She has a |
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