Rhoda Fleming — Volume 4 by George Meredith
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"You will not pretend that you know me now, Percy," she said, trying to smile; and she had recovered the natural feminine key of her voice. "I am mercenary, you see; not a mercenary friend. So, keep me as a friend-- say you will be my friend." "Nay, you had a right to know," he protested. "It was disgraceful--horrible; but it was necessary for me to know." "And now that you do know?" "Now that I know, I have only to say--be as merciful in your idea of me as you can." She dropped her hand in his, and it was with a thrill of dismay that he felt the rush of passion reanimating his frozen veins. "Be mercenary, but be mine! I will give you something better to live for than this absurd life of fashion. You reckon on what our expenditure will be by that standard. It's comparative poverty; but--but you can have some luxuries. You can have a carriage, a horse to ride. Active service may come: I may rise. Give yourself to me, and you must love me, and regret nothing." "Nothing! I should regret nothing. I don't want carriages, or horses, or luxuries. I could live with you on a subaltern's pay. I can't marry you, Percy, and for the very reason which would make me wish to marry you." |
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