Tragic Comedians, the — Volume 1 by George Meredith
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our gold slipping away?'
She shrank her hand back: she did not wish to withdraw the hand, only to shun the pledge it signified. He opened an abyss at her feet, and in deadly alarm of him she exclaimed: 'Oh! not yet; not immediately.' She trembled, she made her petition dismal by her anguish of speechlessness. 'There will be such . . . not yet! Perhaps later. They must not be troubled yet--at present. I am . . . I cannot--pray, delay!' 'But you are mine!' said Alvan. 'You feel it as I do. There can be no real impediment?' She gave an empty sigh that sought to be a run of entreaties. In fear of his tongue she caught at words to baffle it, senseless of their imbecility: 'Do not insist: yes, in time: they will--they--they may. My father is not very well . . . my mother: she is not very well. They are neither of them very well: not at present!--Spare them at present.' To avoid being carried away, she flung herself from the centaur's back to the disenchanting earth; she separated herself from him in spirit, and beheld him as her father and mother and her circle would look on this pretender to her hand, with his lordly air, his Jew blood, and his hissing reputation--for it was a reputation that stirred the snakes and the geese of the world. She saw him in their eyes, quite coldly: which imaginative capacity was one of the remarkable feats of cowardice, active and cold of brain even while the heart is active and would be warm. He read something of her weakness. 'And supposing I decide that it must be?' |
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