Madame De Treymes by Edith Wharton
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She looked at him earnestly, without a trace of irony in her eyes or on her lips. "It is really I who have an _amende_ to make, as I now understand the situation. I once turned to you for help in a painful extremity, and I have only now learned to understand your reasons for refusing to help me." "Oh, my reasons--" groaned Durham. "I have learned to understand them," she persisted, "by being so much, lately, with Fanny." "But I never told her!" he broke in. "Exactly. That was what told _me_. I understood you through her, and through your dealings with her. There she was--the woman you adored and longed to save; and you would not lift a finger to make her yours by means which would have seemed--I see it now--a desecration of your feeling for each other." She paused, as if to find the exact words for meanings she had never before had occasion to formulate. "It came to me first--a light on your attitude--when I found you had never breathed to her a word of our talk together. She had confidently commissioned you to find a way for her, as the mediaeval lady sent a prayer to her knight to deliver her from captivity, and you came back, confessing you had failed, but never justifying yourself by so much as a hint of the reason why. And when I had lived a little in Fanny's intimacy--at a moment when circumstances helped to bring us extraordinarily close--I understood why you had done this; why you had let her take what view she pleased of your failure, your passive acceptance of defeat, rather than let her |
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