The Crown of Life by George Gissing
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window and turned away. The sound must have drawn attention, for
very soon there came a knock at the door, and the servant inquired of him whether he would have tea, as usual, in his room, or join the ladies below. "Bring it here, please," he replied. "And--yes, tell Mrs. Hannaford that I shall not come down to dinner--you can bring me anything you like--just a mouthful of something." Now there went, obscurely, no less than three reasons to the quick shaping of this decision. In the first place, Piers had glanced over his father's letter, and saw in it matter for long reflection. Secondly, his headache was declared, and he would be better alone for the evening. Thirdly, he shrank from meeting Miss Derwent. And this last was the predominant motive. Letter and headache notwithstanding, he would have joined the ladies at dinner but for the presence of their guest. An inexplicable irritation all at once possessed him; a grotesque resentment of Miss Derwent's arrival. Why should she have come just when he wanted to work harder than ever? That was how things happened--the perversity of circumstance! She would be at every meal for at least a week; he must needs talk with her, look at her, think about her. His annoyance became so acute that he tramped nervously about the floor, muttering maledictions. It passed. A cup of tea brought him to his right mind, and he no longer saw the event in such exaggerated colours. But he was glad of his decision to spend the evening alone. |
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