Artemis to Actaeon, and Other Verses by Edith Wharton
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page 22 of 73 (30%)
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Praise over praise, to the Unutterable,
Strange questions clutch me, thrusting fiery arms, As though, athwart the close-meshed litanies, My dead should pluck at me from hell, with eyes Alive in their obliterated faces! . . . I have tried the saints' names and our blessed Mother's Fra Paolo, I have tried them o'er and o'er, And like a blade bent backward at first thrust They yield and fail me--and the questions stay. And so I thought, into some human heart, Pure, and yet foot-worn with the tread of sin, If only I might creep for sanctuary, It might be that those eyes would let me rest. . . Fra Paolo, listen. How should I forget The day I saw him first? (You know the one.) I had been laughing in the market-place With others like me, I the youngest there, Jostling about a pack of mountebanks Like flies on carrion (I the youngest there!), Till darkness fell; and while the other girls Turned this way, that way, as perdition beckoned, I, wondering what the night would bring, half hoping: _If not, this once, a child's sleep in my garret,_ _At least enough to buy that two-pronged coral_ _The others covet 'gainst the evil eye,_ _Since, after all, one sees that I'm the youngest_-- So, muttering my litany to hell (The only prayer I knew that was not Latin), Felt on my arm a touch as kind as yours, |
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