St. Elmo by Augusta J. (Augusta Jane) Evans
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"Oh! everything that I love dies; and when I lay there on the grass, unable to move, among strangers who knew and cared nothing about me, I was wicked, and would not try to pray, and thought God wanted to make me suffer all my life, and I wished that I had been killed instead of that dear little baby, who had a father and mother to kiss and love it. It was all wrong to feel so, but I was so wretched. And then God raised up friends even among strangers, and shows me I am not forsaken if I am desolate. I begin to think He took everybody away from me, that I might see how He could take care of me without them. I know 'He doeth all things well,' but I feel it now; and I am so sorry I could not trust Him without seeing it." Edna wiped away her tears, and Mrs. Murray's voice faltered slightly as she said: "You are a good little girl, I have no doubt. Who taught you to be so religious?" "Grandpa." "How long since you lost him?" "Four months." "Can you read?" "Oh! yes, ma'am." "Well, I shall send you a Bible, and you must make yourself as |
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