The Price She Paid by David Graham Phillips
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him or he feeling of duty toward them.
It was not until eighteen months after her father's death, when the total capital was sunk to less than fifteen thousand dollars, that Mildred awakened to the truth of their plight. A few months at most, and they would have to give up that beautiful house which had been her home all her life. She tried to grasp the meaning of the facts as her intelligence presented them to her, but she could not. She had no practical training whatever. She had been brought up as a rich man's child, to be married to a rich man, and never to know anything of the material details of life beyond what was necessary in managing servants after the indifferent fashion of the usual American woman of the comfortable classes. She had always had a maid; she could not even dress herself properly without the maid's assistance. Life without a maid was inconceivable; life without servants was impossible. She wandered through the house, through the grounds. She said to herself again and again: ``We have got to give up all this, and be miserably poor-- with not a servant, with less than the tenement people have.'' But the words conveyed no meaning to her. She said to herself again and again: ``I must rouse myself. I must do something. I must--must-- must!'' But she did not rouse, because there was nothing to rouse. So far as practical life was concerned she was as devoid of ideas as a new-born baby. |
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