Town and Country; or, life at home and abroad, without and within us by John S. (John Stowell) Adams
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situation? It might be some satisfaction to them to see me return;
but what feelings would it arouse within me,--with what hatred would I view mankind! No; if none will utter a kind word to me, let me continue on; let the prison be my home, and the gallows my end, rather than attempt to reform while those who were once my friends stand around to drive me lack by scoffing remarks!" Such were the sincere thoughts of Mr. Lang. He would return, but none stood by to welcome him. A few had visited him, most of whom had severely reflected upon his misdeeds. They opened a dark prospect for him in the future. "Now," said they, "you must here remain; receive retribution for your evil deeds, and a sad warning to others not to follow in your steps, lest they arrive at the same goal." Was there encouragement in this? Surely not; he deemed them not the words of friendship, and he was right in his judgment. "Why did you visit this dark prison?" inquired Mr. Lang. "Because you are here, father!" was the artless reply. "And could you forgive your father? How could you seek him, when he forsook you?" Mr. Lang could not make this last observation without becoming affected even to tears. Julia seemed to take courage; new energies seemed to be imparted to her. She felt an unseen influence at her side, and a holy calmness resting upon her soul. "Prison-walls cannot bar you from my heart, though in the worst place on earth. Though friends laugh me to scorn when I seek your |
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