Rezanov by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
page 208 of 289 (71%)
page 208 of 289 (71%)
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Then had come the sudden and passionate woo-
ing of Rezanov. All other ideals and aspirations had fled. She had alternated between the tragic extremes of bliss and despair. So completely did the ardor of her nature respond to his, so fierce and primitive was the cry of her ego for its mate, that she cared nothing for the distress of her parents nor the fate of California. There is no love com- plete without this early and absolute selfishness, which is merely the furious determination of the race to accomplish its object before the spirit awakens and the passions cool. Last night life had seemed serious; she had been girlishly, romantically happy. It is true that her heart had thumped against the wall as he kissed her, and that she had been full of a wild desire to sing, although she could hardly shape and utter the words that danced in her throbbing brain. But she had been conscious through it all of the romantic circum- stance, of the lonely beauty of the night, of the de- lightful wickedness of meeting her lover in the si- lence and the dark, even with a wall ten feet high be- tween them. For the wall, indeed, she had been confusedly and deliciously grateful. And this was what a man's love came to: ardors by night and expedience by day! Or was it merely that Rezanov was the man of affairs always, the lover incidentally? But how could a man who had |
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