Falk by Joseph Conrad
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page 62 of 95 (65%)
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the verandah, and said doubtfully:
"I say, captain, I have your word? You--you--won't turn round?" Heavens! The fright he gave me. Behind his tone of doubt there was something desperate and menacing. The infatuated ass. But I was equal to the situation. "My dear Falk," I said, beginning to lie with a glibness and effrontery that amazed me even at the time--"confidence for confidence." (He had made no confidences.) "I will tell you that I am already engaged to an extremely charming girl at home, and so you understand. . . ." He caught my hand and wrung it in a crushing grip. "Pardon me. I feel it every day more difficult to live alone . . ." "On rice and fish," I interrupted smartly, giggling with the sheer nervousness of a danger escaped. He dropped my hand as if it had become suddenly red hot. A moment of profound silence ensued, as though something extraordinary had happened. "I promise you to obtain Hermann's consent," I faltered out at last, and it seemed to me that he could not help seeing through that humbugging promise. "If there's anything else to get over I shall endeavour to stand by you," I conceded further, feeling somehow defeated and over-borne; "but you must do your best yourself." "I have been unfortunate once," he muttered unemotionally, and turning |
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