Plays by August Strindberg: Creditors. Pariah. by August Strindberg
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GUSTAV. [Making a face] Oh-h-h!
ADOLPH. It was I who praised her, even when I found her stuff rather poor. It was I who brought her into literary circles where she could gather honey from our most ornamental literary flowers. It was I who used my personal influence to keep the critics from her throat. It was I who blew her faith in herself into flame; blew on it until I lost my own breath. I gave, gave, gave--until I had nothing left for myself. Do you know--I'll tell you everything now--do you know I really believe--and the human soul is so peculiarly constituted--I believe that when my artistic successes seemed about to put her in the shadow--as well as her reputation-- then I tried to put courage into her by belittling myself, and by making my own art seem inferior to hers. I talked so long about the insignificant part played by painting on the whole--talked so long about it, and invented so many reasons to prove what I said, that one fine day I found myself convinced of its futility. So all you had to do was to breathe on a house of cards. GUSTAV. Pardon me for recalling what you said at the beginning of our talk--that she had never taken anything from you. ADOLPH. She doesn't nowadays. Because there is nothing more to take. GUSTAV. The snake being full, it vomits now. ADOLPH. Perhaps she has been taking a good deal more from me than I have been aware of? |
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