Innocent : her fancy and his fact by Marie Corelli
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reading, but her eyes were not upon it.
"I wonder!" she said, half aloud--then paused. The thought in her mind was too daring for utterance. She was picturing the possibility of going quietly away from Briar Farm all alone, and trying to make a name and career for herself through the one natural gift she fancied she might possess, a gift which nowadays is considered almost as common as it was once admired and rare. To be a poet and romancist,--a weaver of wonderful thoughts into musical language,--this seemed to her the highest of all attainment; the proudest emperor of the most powerful nation on earth was, to her mind, far less than Shakespeare,--and inferior to the simplest French lyrist of old time that ever wrote a "chanson d'amour." But the doubt in her mind was whether she, personally, had any thoughts worth expressing,--any ideas which the world might be the happier or the better for knowing and sharing? She drew a long breath,--the warm colour flushed her cheeks and then faded, leaving her very pale,-- the whole outlook of her life was so barren of hope or promise that she dared not indulge in any dream of brighter days. On the face of it, there seemed no possible chance of leaving Briar Farm without some outside assistance--she had no money, and no means of obtaining any. Then,--even supposing she could get to London, she knew no one there,--she had no friends. Sighing wearily, she opened a deep drawer in the table at which she sat, and took out a manuscript--every page of it so neatly written as to be almost like copper-plate--and set herself to reading it steadily. There were enough written sheets to make a good-sized printed volume-- and she read on for more than an hour. When she lifted her eyes at |
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